Venting..

Why do I constantly let myself be wrong, when I know I’m right. I tend to let you walk all over me at times and I dont know how to control it. Why do I do this? Maybe, its because I’m terrified of losing you. That’s also probably why I let myself deal with all these people who think way less of me. I deal with the names, comments, things that hurt everyday. Why? Because of you. I don’t do anything about it because I hope that one day you’ll stand up for me. I hope that you love me enough to realize how hurt I really am. It’s starting to get to me. I’m looked down upon by most of the people who surround you and I’m starting to think you look down on me too. I dont know what I ever did to cause this, but I dont want this. I need you to hold my hand, stand up for me, realize how your being unfair to me, and show me you love me like you say you do.