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So, I have come to realize that when I am in a bad mood.. I stay in a bad mood. One person could set me off and I will be mad the rest of the day. It's annoying I guess. Right now, for example, I am in a terrible mood and have been all day. Nothing has made it any better. Each and every person I've talked to today has said or done something to annoy me in some way. I do not know what to do to make myself be in a better mood. Uhg, maybe I'm just stressed out? I dont know, I do have a lab report due tomorrow. That's stressful. I am more than ready for summer to be here. I wont have to be around things that stress me out; homework, teachers, certain people, and drama. I dont really know what else to say...

Disappointment...

It's always nice to feel important. It's always nice to feel needed. But mostly it's nice to feel loved. It's a good feeling to know that someone needs you or actually wants to be around you. However, lately I have been feeling useless. I have felt like none of my friends care wether they spend time with me or anything. It's really been bothering me but I guess I have been holding it in. I do not want to seem selfish but I feel so unimportant to everyone. It sucks when I am extremely excited to see someone and very ready to hang out with them and they are just not that excited about it and would rather be home doing nothing. It hurts I guess. Now, my birthday is in a couple days and yet again...I dont even feel important or like it should even be celebrated. Having this additude makes me feel soo selfish but I mean it's one day of the year that you can actually say is yours and when it doesn't even matter, it sucks. I dont even care what I get for my birthday, all that matters to me is being with the people I love the most. However, I'll be spending it with only one of my friends (not that she isn't enough) and that is it. It's dissapointing I guess but I'll just see how it goes...

राम्ब्लिंग अबाउट सोमेथिंग ठाट मक़स में मद

Something that really bothers me about certain people is their lack of open-mindedness. If you're not exactly like the next person then people will make fun of you. They will talk about you. They will put you down. It's terrible. What is so wrong with being different? Why do people have to either be a hick or jock in this town to be "cool"? It really makes me mad. I am not saying that every hick or jock in this town is a jerk but a few of them are. I know because I'm around one of them frequently. He never has anything good to say about anyone who isn't like him. If you wear different shoes, clothes, or listen to different music then your gay? It's so idiotic. Also, people think if you listen to "screamo" music or rock bands then your automatically an emo/gothic kid? No! That's far from true. It's okay to be different. We all have different personalities and we are all our own person. People can like multiple things. A person who listen to screamo can be an amazing athlete. There's no need for stereotypes and judging. If we were all the same, then no one would be remembered.


*For some reason my title keeps changing to a different language, and I dont know how to fix it. lol.